Two Cans & String

{ "thread_id": "11705", "posts": [ { "id": "1262494", "time": "1674418808", "html": "because it smells amazing", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1262497", "time": "1674419066", "html": "Do we need to cut your nose off too?", "user": "creeperreaperx" }, { "id": "1262507", "time": "1674423325", "html": "probably. and my neck please, I've been doing artwork for 6 hours straight my neck aches so bad", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1262640", "time": "1674530037", "html": "<div style=\"margin:20px; background-image:url(/images/light.png);\"><div style=\"border:1px solid #888; padding:5px;\"><a href=\"/users/noiwillnot\">noiwillnot</a> said:</div><div style=\"border:1px solid #888; padding:20px;\">probably. and my neck please, I've been doing artwork for 6 hours straight my neck aches so bad</div></div><br />neck pain is unbased", "user": "0blivion" }, { "id": "1262648", "time": "1674530556", "html": "You know what pain is based?<br /><br />None<br /><br /><span style=\"font-style:italic;\"><span style=\"color:#808080;\">_{Unless you're into that stuff}</span></span>", "user": "creeperreaperx" }, { "id": "1262687", "time": "1674565943", "html": "like mdnight from MHA?", "user": "4mu" }, { "id": "1263024", "time": "1674592275", "html": "I've said this before. why is it every single time I'm not online for a day the site is suddenly active? it's so annoying. I have so many unread threads and it's only been a day", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263090", "time": "1674619995", "html": "i feel ya, i take breaks cuz of school & all of the sudden i see like a shit ton of threads active", "user": "0blivion" }, { "id": "1263300", "time": "1674689467", "html": "here's a rant about my lack of social skills<br />there's a lot of my history about the past 3 years and a lot of my emotions<br /><div style=\"color:#fff;padding:4px;border:1px solid #888;\"><div style=\"font-style:italic;color:#888;\">Spoiler text below. Highlight to read.</div><div style=\"padding:4px;border:1px solid #888;\">I have no social skills. I'm a bit of a loner. I know that. in my first school, I never talked to anyone except my friends. sure, I was happy but only with my friends. never any time else. one person would always ask me why I don't talk. shut up. why do you care. I have nothing to say. what am I supposed to say when there is nothing to say. and then in year 8, I switched friend groups because of a stupid little argument. a friendship of 5 years gone down the drain. I don't know why she wouldn't believe me. she was being quite rude about her own friend (my other friend that we fought over). I have so many good memories, I don't know how she just turned on her like that. anyways, at break for 5 mins I'd just be standing there looking at the clock avoiding eye contact with anyone while everyone else goes to talk to their friends. one of my ex friends would go round to everyone saying hi and then look at me and skip me. at this time it was just me and M. I haven't talked to her in so long. I hope she's doing well. I left her and H. I don't know what they're doing. I don't know how they are. I have no clue what's happened and now I'm upsetting my self about that. anyways, in russian I'd be sitting next to my friends which would usually be fun but they're my ex friends, so they leave me out. and my new friends weren't in my lessons. at lunch when it's just me and M our conversations were very one sided. I'd usually listen and she'd usually talk. she has a lot to say, and I don't have much so I'm always fine with listening. it was really miserable, but we'd have a good enough time with just the two of us. then, quite soon, H joined. I was so glad because M could talk to someone else as well, because I was mainly limiting our conversations, so it's nice that she got to talk about something else with another person that she wouldn't talk about with me. it was just us three for a while. sometimes when they weren't in I'd be with this one other girl in my form, E I think her name was. she was really nice, I never really knew her that well, but she'd let me sit with her friends. sometimes she stayed with us for lunch as well. I never got her number. anyways, I didnt socialise or talk to many people. then we moved. school 2 was a miserable time. I had no friends. it was hard. the hardest thing that made it easier was that I could use my phone. this stopped me from talking to people but it also made my time a little easier. for the first while, I always stayed in the same seat every lunch, same place every break. I'm cringing a little now that I think about it, I wonder why I didn't just go to the library or hide in the toilets. the annoying thing was that everyone already knew each other. nobody wants to make friends with some introvert. I got stuck with the wrong people. there was one friend group I always wanted to be with. they were cool, they shared the same interests as me. a lot of them were in my set. but I never really talked to them that much, and by the middle of the year it was too late to go to them when I'd already been known as a loner. I made a friend in my set. L. she's nice, quite weird, awkward. her 3 friends were in another set. it was a bit into the year when I got invited to sit with them after hopping around with other people and then leaving them. it was awkward. the first lunch was fun, I laughed a lot. then it just went downhill. I never talked, I never shared their interests, they didnt include me that much. when they went to buy food and left me and L sometimes we'd talk, but I wouldn't talk that much. I sometimes met up with them at break and in the morning, but I felt out of place and was just lonely. at break I had some year 7 friends. you probably remember that. they probably thought I was weird. school 2 was a big school, but I didn't know anyone. it was also incredibly not diverse. I was one of ten or less pocs in the year group. then E(2) came. she was so nice. pretty introverted. we became friends. but M(2)s friend group stole her. they stole a friend from me. I was quite jealous, she got into the friend group I always wanted to be with. they accepted her. I was still a loner. she was a lot like me. not very talkative. I always talked to her and asked her questions so she could talk a bit more, because I never knew what to say. she wasn't in my set so we didn't see each other much. so once again, I didn't socialise. I didn't have any socials. I never interacted with people from that school except for L. and that was only once in a while. and then I finally got into school 3. I saw E at the entrance test. it was reassuring to know that I might have a friend if we both got in. I did, she didn't. we had a tour and stayed a little while in the school. there were 5 of us in total. my "buddie" showed me around the school and we talked a lot. then came the summer holidays. school started. my buddie forgot about me. I had no idea what lessons I had. I didn't get my timetable. I went straight to next lesson because I didn't know it was break time. I went to the sports hall and no one was there. I told a teacher I didn't have a pe kit, they said it was fine. I didn't know my set. I stood outside and secretly used my phone because we're not allowed to in school. then when it was lunch, I found one of the new girls. we started looking around for the other new girls. we found two others. then we sat at a table and had lunch together. we did the same for the next day. then the girl who I found first on the first day wasn't there, it was me and S. it was usually us then for the next few days and L(2) would talk to us here and there but usually go off on her own. I'm not sure how they found us, but then our new friend group started to form. S was left out. my friends don't like her that much, she's too extroverted for them. me and L kind of stick together now a lot. my friends are all really nice. by now we're almost completely comfortable with each other. but lately I don't talk as much again. I don't want to lose them. none of my friends are in my form. they're all in the same form and I'm in a different one. I'd say it's unfair but I was really lucky to be put in the same set as 3 of them. if I wasn't in their set, I know I'd be alone. however, in my form, I'm alone. people say my form is divided. I can see that. there's separate friend groups, mainly 5. I don't fit in any of them. there's one friend group I want to fit into, just for form times or seeing them around, but they don't want me. I've made friends with one of them. she's so nice. as soon as I saw her I thought she was cool. it's her friend group that I try to talk to, it just never goes well. sometimes I'll talk to one of them on their own, but I can't interact with them as a whole group. that one friend I have, we'll talk, but it won't be about anything personal. we mostly talk about school and our lessons. when she sees her friends she starts talking to them about something completely different than what she was talking to me about. I want to get to know her a little more. I don't know how to. I don't know how to talk to people. so in form I'm really lonely. I'll try to distract myself. I'll do homework I don't have or go to the toilet. I try to talk to people. I fail. I don't know what to say. I can't go to my friends form either because they all get in at different times and it seems like they hang out with different people in their form as well. at lunch we'll go to their form room. people from their form will start talking to them. I'm always on the side because I don't know them. they don't give me the chance to talk. they don't even look at me. they don't know my name but all my friends are friends with them. I hate feeling like this. and even on text. we have a group chat. they'll always be talking about some things. I don't know what to say. so most of the time I ignore their messages on the gc. I won't reply, just read them. it's like I'm a ghost. they know I'm there but never reach out to me. I never respond to them. that's why whenever I see someone left out I include them because I always feel that way and hate it when I see others the same. not that it's ever that often, but when I can I will. I think the fact that I just didn't talk to people much, I'm the oldest sibling in my family, I'm quite sheltered, and that I didn't get a phone until two years ago contributes to my lack of social skills. and it's really bringing me down. sure I'm a lot happier and I've made so many friends, I just don't know how to communicate with them and keep them as my friends. I know for a fact that if I wasn't friends with L (we're both new and L was one of the new kids before we met them) I wouldn't have friends. I know that they wouldn't talk to me. there's one friend in mind who I know thinks I'm weird, and wouldn't like me if we weren't friends. obviously I'll never tell them this, and they'll never know how I feel. one of the hardest things is that they already know everything about each other, and L is quite open so I already know lots about her as well. I'm reserved, quiet, so nobody knows much about me. they know more than most people, but not a lot. and I hope I don't lose them for it. </div></div><br /><br />god I just realised how much that is. I spent the better half of an hour writing that", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263304", "time": "1674689629", "html": "I'm gonna cringe when I wake up and am less tired but I think I really just needed to get that off my chest. goodnight", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263443", "time": "1674719539", "html": "bdjahdjegsjzvakdvshd I have mocks soon \ud83d\ude2d\ud83d\ude2d\ud83d\ude2d", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263567", "time": "1674796967", "html": "o nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu", "user": "0blivion" }, { "id": "1263588", "time": "1674833962", "html": "what are mocks?", "user": "dementedkermit" }, { "id": "1263591", "time": "1674836080", "html": "mock tests. tests that are like the real ones to give you a feel of how the test will be like. I have my gcse mocks soon and they're going to end me<br /><br />3 weeks. 3 weeks of exams. 3 constant weeks of pain and suffering", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263596", "time": "1674838478", "html": "<div style=\"margin:20px; background-image:url(/images/light.png);\"><div style=\"border:1px solid #888; padding:5px;\"><a href=\"/users/noiwillnot\">noiwillnot</a> said:</div><div style=\"border:1px solid #888; padding:20px;\">here's a rant about my lack of social skills<br />there's a lot of my history about the past 3 years and a lot of my emotions<br /><div style=\"color:#fff;padding:4px;border:1px solid #888;\"><div style=\"font-style:italic;color:#888;\">Spoiler text below. Highlight to read.</div><div style=\"padding:4px;border:1px solid #888;\">I have no social skills. I'm a bit of a loner. I know that. in my first school, I never talked to anyone except my friends. sure, I was happy but only with my friends. never any time else. one person would always ask me why I don't talk. shut up. why do you care. I have nothing to say. what am I supposed to say when there is nothing to say. and then in year 8, I switched friend groups because of a stupid little argument. a friendship of 5 years gone down the drain. I don't know why she wouldn't believe me. she was being quite rude about her own friend (my other friend that we fought over). I have so many good memories, I don't know how she just turned on her like that. anyways, at break for 5 mins I'd just be standing there looking at the clock avoiding eye contact with anyone while everyone else goes to talk to their friends. one of my ex friends would go round to everyone saying hi and then look at me and skip me. at this time it was just me and M. I haven't talked to her in so long. I hope she's doing well. I left her and H. I don't know what they're doing. I don't know how they are. I have no clue what's happened and now I'm upsetting my self about that. anyways, in russian I'd be sitting next to my friends which would usually be fun but they're my ex friends, so they leave me out. and my new friends weren't in my lessons. at lunch when it's just me and M our conversations were very one sided. I'd usually listen and she'd usually talk. she has a lot to say, and I don't have much so I'm always fine with listening. it was really miserable, but we'd have a good enough time with just the two of us. then, quite soon, H joined. I was so glad because M could talk to someone else as well, because I was mainly limiting our conversations, so it's nice that she got to talk about something else with another person that she wouldn't talk about with me. it was just us three for a while. sometimes when they weren't in I'd be with this one other girl in my form, E I think her name was. she was really nice, I never really knew her that well, but she'd let me sit with her friends. sometimes she stayed with us for lunch as well. I never got her number. anyways, I didnt socialise or talk to many people. then we moved. school 2 was a miserable time. I had no friends. it was hard. the hardest thing that made it easier was that I could use my phone. this stopped me from talking to people but it also made my time a little easier. for the first while, I always stayed in the same seat every lunch, same place every break. I'm cringing a little now that I think about it, I wonder why I didn't just go to the library or hide in the toilets. the annoying thing was that everyone already knew each other. nobody wants to make friends with some introvert. I got stuck with the wrong people. there was one friend group I always wanted to be with. they were cool, they shared the same interests as me. a lot of them were in my set. but I never really talked to them that much, and by the middle of the year it was too late to go to them when I'd already been known as a loner. I made a friend in my set. L. she's nice, quite weird, awkward. her 3 friends were in another set. it was a bit into the year when I got invited to sit with them after hopping around with other people and then leaving them. it was awkward. the first lunch was fun, I laughed a lot. then it just went downhill. I never talked, I never shared their interests, they didnt include me that much. when they went to buy food and left me and L sometimes we'd talk, but I wouldn't talk that much. I sometimes met up with them at break and in the morning, but I felt out of place and was just lonely. at break I had some year 7 friends. you probably remember that. they probably thought I was weird. school 2 was a big school, but I didn't know anyone. it was also incredibly not diverse. I was one of ten or less pocs in the year group. then E(2) came. she was so nice. pretty introverted. we became friends. but M(2)s friend group stole her. they stole a friend from me. I was quite jealous, she got into the friend group I always wanted to be with. they accepted her. I was still a loner. she was a lot like me. not very talkative. I always talked to her and asked her questions so she could talk a bit more, because I never knew what to say. she wasn't in my set so we didn't see each other much. so once again, I didn't socialise. I didn't have any socials. I never interacted with people from that school except for L. and that was only once in a while. and then I finally got into school 3. I saw E at the entrance test. it was reassuring to know that I might have a friend if we both got in. I did, she didn't. we had a tour and stayed a little while in the school. there were 5 of us in total. my "buddie" showed me around the school and we talked a lot. then came the summer holidays. school started. my buddie forgot about me. I had no idea what lessons I had. I didn't get my timetable. I went straight to next lesson because I didn't know it was break time. I went to the sports hall and no one was there. I told a teacher I didn't have a pe kit, they said it was fine. I didn't know my set. I stood outside and secretly used my phone because we're not allowed to in school. then when it was lunch, I found one of the new girls. we started looking around for the other new girls. we found two others. then we sat at a table and had lunch together. we did the same for the next day. then the girl who I found first on the first day wasn't there, it was me and S. it was usually us then for the next few days and L(2) would talk to us here and there but usually go off on her own. I'm not sure how they found us, but then our new friend group started to form. S was left out. my friends don't like her that much, she's too extroverted for them. me and L kind of stick together now a lot. my friends are all really nice. by now we're almost completely comfortable with each other. but lately I don't talk as much again. I don't want to lose them. none of my friends are in my form. they're all in the same form and I'm in a different one. I'd say it's unfair but I was really lucky to be put in the same set as 3 of them. if I wasn't in their set, I know I'd be alone. however, in my form, I'm alone. people say my form is divided. I can see that. there's separate friend groups, mainly 5. I don't fit in any of them. there's one friend group I want to fit into, just for form times or seeing them around, but they don't want me. I've made friends with one of them. she's so nice. as soon as I saw her I thought she was cool. it's her friend group that I try to talk to, it just never goes well. sometimes I'll talk to one of them on their own, but I can't interact with them as a whole group. that one friend I have, we'll talk, but it won't be about anything personal. we mostly talk about school and our lessons. when she sees her friends she starts talking to them about something completely different than what she was talking to me about. I want to get to know her a little more. I don't know how to. I don't know how to talk to people. so in form I'm really lonely. I'll try to distract myself. I'll do homework I don't have or go to the toilet. I try to talk to people. I fail. I don't know what to say. I can't go to my friends form either because they all get in at different times and it seems like they hang out with different people in their form as well. at lunch we'll go to their form room. people from their form will start talking to them. I'm always on the side because I don't know them. they don't give me the chance to talk. they don't even look at me. they don't know my name but all my friends are friends with them. I hate feeling like this. and even on text. we have a group chat. they'll always be talking about some things. I don't know what to say. so most of the time I ignore their messages on the gc. I won't reply, just read them. it's like I'm a ghost. they know I'm there but never reach out to me. I never respond to them. that's why whenever I see someone left out I include them because I always feel that way and hate it when I see others the same. not that it's ever that often, but when I can I will. I think the fact that I just didn't talk to people much, I'm the oldest sibling in my family, I'm quite sheltered, and that I didn't get a phone until two years ago contributes to my lack of social skills. and it's really bringing me down. sure I'm a lot happier and I've made so many friends, I just don't know how to communicate with them and keep them as my friends. I know for a fact that if I wasn't friends with L (we're both new and L was one of the new kids before we met them) I wouldn't have friends. I know that they wouldn't talk to me. there's one friend in mind who I know thinks I'm weird, and wouldn't like me if we weren't friends. obviously I'll never tell them this, and they'll never know how I feel. one of the hardest things is that they already know everything about each other, and L is quite open so I already know lots about her as well. I'm reserved, quiet, so nobody knows much about me. they know more than most people, but not a lot. and I hope I don't lose them for it. </div></div><br /><br />god I just realised how much that is. I spent the better half of an hour writing that</div></div><br /><br />That was a good read. I can sense your pain in this, and that's pretty hard to do considering I haven't had a lot of experiences like this, at least not recently. Well done.<br /><br />Also my messages are open if you need to rant some more, I love hearing stories like these.", "user": "creeperreaperx" }, { "id": "1263597", "time": "1674838590", "html": "i on the other hand relate very well because im homeschooled and live in a rural town where the only people to befriend are drug addicts", "user": "bug" }, { "id": "1263601", "time": "1674842424", "html": "haha I love how my pain is your pleasure creeper (I'm not saying this in a bad way it's genuinely funny)<br /><br />my hormone levels have been skyrocketing this past week, so I think that's why I was feeling really sad. my period cramps are also so much worse, yesterday I was dying in school and I didn't have any medicine on me", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263602", "time": "1674842749", "html": "Period cramps are the worst. I'm sorry you had to deal with that.", "user": "chotano" }, { "id": "1263615", "time": "1674845542", "html": "yeah they're not the best. but you don't have to be sorry lol \ud83d\ude05, it happens every month I'm used to it", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263620", "time": "1674846271", "html": "I'm really glad I'm a guy and don't have to deal with those. You girls have it bad.", "user": "creeperreaperx" }, { "id": "1263631", "time": "1674849045", "html": "Im not a girl & i do go through menstrual cramps that are extremely debilitating so much so that i am gonna go to an ob this march. I am sorry fo hear that you are going through bad cramps, lmk if you need advice on how to handle them", "user": "gryph0n" }, { "id": "1263632", "time": "1674850218", "html": "i cant wait to start T if only so that my period (hopefully) goes away forever and i can live a life of luxury among other things", "user": "stripes" }, { "id": "1263697", "time": "1674888932", "html": "you can also opt for a hysterectomy if you want (im not gonna do t cuz there is shit i dont want from it b the hysterectomy will help me feel less dysphoric & help me with my health)", "user": "0blivion" }, { "id": "1263844", "time": "1675040509", "html": "so my mum's gone out to spain with some of her friends for one of their birthdays, and I've taken over the responsibility of looking after my little sisters as I do somewhat often. I made lunch today (I found out that I'm not the best at boiling pasta, I somehow managed to mess it up) while my dad cleaned around, but instead of being productive I did the complete opposite thing. my screen time today was 13 hours. and I've decided, at 1 am, that I'm going to summarise my geography homework, leave my maths hw for tomorrow morning, and give up on my art. I also have a physics test that I forgot to revise for, so that's fun. I've heard the physics test is hard, so good luck to me. anyways my rooms a mess, my life's a mess, my grades are a mess, so goodnight.<br /><br />(if someone could do my geography homework while I'm asleep that would be amazing, it's only a few sentences about the west zone of rio de janerio, things like what you can do there, things it's famous for, things about the favelas and beaches and protected areas, things like that)", "user": "noiwillnot" }, { "id": "1263890", "time": "1675064809", "html": "okay, I asked the geography hw gc if it was due today, no one responded so if it is it's not my fault", "user": "noiwillnot" } ], "users": { "noiwillnot": { "name": "noiwillnot", "key": "noiwillnot", "url": "/users/noiwillnot", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/19927.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "5964" }, "creeperreaperx": { "name": "CreeperReaperX", "key": "creeperreaperx", "url": "/users/creeperreaperx", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/37118.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "1297" }, "0blivion": { "name": "0blivion", "key": "0blivion", "url": "/users/0blivion", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/40200.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "1428" }, "4mu": { "name": "$4MU$", "key": "4mu", "url": "/users/4mu", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/41680.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "4145" }, "dementedkermit": { "name": "dementedkermit", "key": "dementedkermit", "url": "/users/dementedkermit", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/41625.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "11843" }, "bug": { "name": "bug", "key": "bug", "url": "/users/bug", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/39166.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "6672" }, "chotano": { "name": "\u3061\u3087\u305f\u306e_chotano", "key": "chotano", "url": "/users/chotano", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/39086.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "4114" }, "gryph0n": { "name": "gryph0n", "key": "gryph0n", "url": "/users/gryph0n", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/39078.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "18" }, "stripes": { "name": "stripes", "key": "stripes", "url": "/users/stripes", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/41687.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "3216" } }, "page_num": 37, "locked": 0, "total_pages": 46 }

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