This may sound ridiculous, but I dislike myself. I'm jelous and generally not a nice person. I make myself sound better by bringing down others. I know that I have sociopathic tendencies, I struggle to empathise or think about others. I am, on the surface, charming. I want to change, my personality is affecting my relationship and I'm sick of being this way. Does anyone have any experience of this or any ideas?
Thank you xxx