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Am I not a friend in general?
  
i don't know who you are
  
ugh sorry that was mean
  
what is wrong with me?1?
  
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Wat?
  
i'm okay. the world will keep spinning.
  
i shouldn't hate myself because why should i? i can't think of a single reason why i should. i'm happy with who i am and where i am.

good night
  
i know this is unrealistic and that i’m not really but in spite of that i still feel like such an ass
  
at the very least, it's reassuring to know that i'm not the only antisocial sack o' shit out there

with no friends and no means with which to make them

uhh what i mean to say is it's nice knowing that you're not alone out there
  
Of course not.
  
Are you seeking attention, or just bored?
  
are you asking me?
  
No my neighbor standing right next to me🤦🏻‍♂️
  
Oh shoot.
  
the reason why i stay up so late is cuz im lonely

ive no one to talk to all day so i just sit there like an idiot refreshing the page over and over again hoping someone had replied to my messages cause im desperate to talk to someone

god this guy is wack hope you liked my attack from my backpack eating snacks giving me plaque turning my teeth black FUCK IT lets go play knack
  
a weak will breeds self loathing

weak will -> always fall short -> failure -> defeat
  
at least i have this corner of the internet to be melodramatic to

no seriously how do i stop staying up so late i cant

help please send help
  
fun fact the "i dont shower anymore" was a lie
  
taking care of yourself is hard. especially for me. if i make a single mistake its supremely difficult for me to bounce back from it creating a sort of downwards spiral that takes me at least an entire night to get out of. missteps lead to self doubt lead to further missteps. it started when i ruined my vocal chords. then in an effort to fix that i stayed up too late. then in an effort to fix that i started ranting and spamming on tcas. in an effort to fix that i reached out to people who i know already dont wish to associate with me anymore. in order fix that i stewed in my own sour mood until 3 am yet again. what a night.
  
the first step is to stop being mad at myself. i took a second and got there. the next step is powering off my phone. 早上再见。
  
as expected mom was pissed that i stayed up so late again
  
Go to bed and move your devices FAR away from you and make it so dark that you can’t do anything but sleep.

Also wake up early so you feel more tired.
  
mhmm good advice
  
you ever say or do something stupid and feel like an asshole?

i just need to tell myself that its not as big of a deal as i think it is and itll all blow over
  
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