Two Cans & String

{ "thread_id": "10963", "posts": [ { "id": "1102311", "time": "1611237596", "html": "<span style=\"color:#ff0000;\">[Mod edit: <a href=\"https://twocansandstring.com/forum/hobbies/gotopost/1102401/#post1102401\">reply here</a>]</span><br /><br />I'm Sorry I'm twisted,<br />I'm sorry I'm broken,<br />I'm sorry I'm tested.<br />I'm alone desiring remission.<br /><br />I know kids who cut their skin<br />Thinking their life has no clarity,<br />While people get under their skin,<br />Is it what they are meant to be?<br /><br />I was once like them you know,<br />I thought what they did in their heart,<br />But as I got older my pain began to grow.<br />Youth was only the start.<br /><br />Some how I am still alive,<br />I've lived past my expectation.<br />Everyone around me starts to thrive,<br />How will I reach their expectation?<br /><br />Maybe I make no sense and sound irrational,<br />But for once I hope you understand,<br />But depression is international,<br />And I've lived years longer than I planned.<br /><br />I thought that I'd already be long gone!<br />I hate myself and wish I were dead!<br />Nobody sees I stand alone!<br />You don't know what goes on in my head!", "user": "aspen" }, { "id": "1102313", "time": "1611237721", "html": "isnt there already a poetry thread?", "user": "dementedkermit" }, { "id": "1102314", "time": "1611237921", "html": "If so, please let me know, I figured it would go here though, cause it is a Trigger warning sort of poem.", "user": "aspen" }, { "id": "1102323", "time": "1611242857", "html": "<a href=\"https://twocansandstring.com/forum/hobbies/107\">Here's the poetry thread.</a>", "user": "ebag" } ], "users": { "aspen": { "name": "Aspen", "key": "aspen", "url": "/users/aspen", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/18823.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "48" }, "dementedkermit": { "name": "dementedkermit", "key": "dementedkermit", "url": "/users/dementedkermit", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/24509.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "5574" }, "ebag": { "name": "e-bag", "key": "ebag", "url": "/users/ebag", "avatar": "/uploads/drawn/23366.png", "rankClass": "civilian", "rankText": "", "posts": "6175" } }, "page_num": 1, "locked": 1, "total_pages": 1 }

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