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Devery

Last Online2.428 days ago
Global Post Count3150
RegisteredSep 1, 2009 - 7:30 AM
Questions Asked144
Questions Answered2863
Blurb
I am #10822, and everyone I know believes at least one lie that I've purposely told them.

I'm pretty sure that I've told multiple lies to everyone I know. The longer you've known me, the more often I have likely lied to you.

Except it's become much worse recently. I tell complete strangers what I daydream for myself. I make myself out to be some dedicated individual with a goal and a drive and the smarts to achieve all I want and more. One day you'll see me laughing in a red convertible, scattering hundred dollar bills as I speed off into the sunset. In this scenario I am of course unbelievably sexy and unattainable, the girl that men desire and women envy.

This will probably never happen. I'll probably end up living in a small apartment with a desk job and a head full of lies on my alleged wild success. I may or may not have a boyfriend, but he will probably not be for anything other than passing the time.

The frightening thing is that I am absolutely content with this prospective scenario. I'm okay with a humdrum life. I've always been told to reach for the stars, to do my best. CompeteCompeteCompete until you win. You can be the best if you try hard enough. You are the best. Everyone wants to be the best. Including you. If I beat you, I am better. I win. Winning is good. Winning is the Best. Win.

I have no idea why I have chosen to type this out to you. Maybe so someone knows the truth. Someone completely unrelated to my life. Maybe you sympathize with me. Maybe this is all a huge lie to gain this sympathy. Because I do lie, a lot. It's rather unhealthy.
Most Recent Forum Posts
"Oh no"
in General Discussion > Users/People you miss
"Fair enough. Sorry about that. Actually I couldn't have helped anyway if it was so long ago. I jus..."
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
" Woah am I too late?"
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
"No one else is allowed in that clique."
in General Discussion > DemotivationalTed's Picture/TwoCans cliques.
"Wow. Thank you. That was a lovely thing to wake up to. :)"
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"I don't agree with that. Could you imagine miscasting the roles, and have the songs flop? It could..."
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
" I'm not even a little bit offended. Please, don't worry. I feel like you've apologized many times ..."
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"I am very good at standardized tests. But ones that are actually built to test knowledge? Not so muc..."
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
" And you best treat me with respect, young man."
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"Granted. You are a cat addicted to heroin. I wish I will not be addicted to heroin."
in Forum Games > Corrupt a Wish
"Wild updated my name on the list. Cool."
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"It's very convenient."
in Site Announcements > Telegram Chat
"Two books, no food. That's what my motto has always been."
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
"Telegram is a nice method, my only problem with it is that very few of my peers currently use it."
in General Discussion > Why You Should Go to the IRC
"The council has spoken."
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"Thanks JARmo. :)"
in General Discussion > DemotivationalTed's Picture/TwoCans cliques.
"I found these guys today. They're a cool folksy band and their lead vocalist is amazing."
in Status Update Threads > What are you listening to?
"why"
in General Discussion > DemotivationalTed's Picture/TwoCans cliques.
"Holy fuck I am getting married in two days."
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
" For a moment I thought you were telling me that one of the ladies in that band had the surname of ..."
in Music/Movies/TV/Books > Everything About Music