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Devery

Last Online0.006 days ago
Global Post Count3134
RegisteredSep 1, 2009 - 7:30 AM
Questions Asked143
Questions Answered2854
Blurb
I am #10822, and everyone I know believes at least one lie that I've purposely told them.

I'm pretty sure that I've told multiple lies to everyone I know. The longer you've known me, the more often I have likely lied to you.

Except it's become much worse recently. I tell complete strangers what I daydream for myself. I make myself out to be some dedicated individual with a goal and a drive and the smarts to achieve all I want and more. One day you'll see me laughing in a red convertible, scattering hundred dollar bills as I speed off into the sunset. In this scenario I am of course unbelievably sexy and unattainable, the girl that men desire and women envy.

This will probably never happen. I'll probably end up living in a small apartment with a desk job and a head full of lies on my alleged wild success. I may or may not have a boyfriend, but he will probably not be for anything other than passing the time.

The frightening thing is that I am absolutely content with this prospective scenario. I'm okay with a humdrum life. I've always been told to reach for the stars, to do my best. CompeteCompeteCompete until you win. You can be the best if you try hard enough. You are the best. Everyone wants to be the best. Including you. If I beat you, I am better. I win. Winning is good. Winning is the Best. Win.

I have no idea why I have chosen to type this out to you. Maybe so someone knows the truth. Someone completely unrelated to my life. Maybe you sympathize with me. Maybe this is all a huge lie to gain this sympathy. Because I do lie, a lot. It's rather unhealthy.
Most Recent Forum Posts
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in Status Update Threads > What are you listening to?
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in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
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in Music/Movies/TV/Books > Everything About Music
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in Music/Movies/TV/Books > Everything About Music
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in Music/Movies/TV/Books > Everything About Music
"I appreciate this viewpoint, but I don't think it always applies. What follows is my personal take d..."
in Status Update Threads > Moods and Feelings
"He's a fox though, I am sure you'll look just fine."
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
"Dare you to reread them all."
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"My mother used to have my sister and I pluck them out of her when she found any. I think I will do..."
in General Discussion > Your Train of Thoughts
"What's the difference?"
in General Discussion > Travel
"MMO means massive multiplayer online or something like that, but what is MOBA?"
in General Discussion > Travel
"I am not even sure what DotA is."
in General Discussion > Travel
"Woah welcome back. I am sorry to see the pheo isn't here to greet you."
in General Discussion > Users/People you miss
"You can't?"
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"Oh that reminds me! I messaged myself some good conversations so they wouldn't get lost when tcas 1 ..."
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"I spent the morning looking through my old posts, mostly by searching my username and seeing what ca..."
in Forum Games > Winner is coming (you know nothing...(but Sophrosyne does))
"Just don't count the ways you love them, else you'll get a bit sleepy."
in General Discussion > Users/People you miss
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in General Discussion > Travel
"Woah now. .."
in General Discussion > Users/People you miss